Thursday, June 25, 2009
 Things that never change., 11:35 PMI finally managed to do my tuition homework just now. But i still cannot complete it because i forgot how to do it :( My tutor SMSed me just now and reminded me about tomorrow's tuition, plus, remember to finish ALL my homework. She emphasized on the word ALL so i feel very threatened. Hence, i'm going to make an effort to wake up early tomorrow, eat breakfast with my parents, and then we should be done quite early. Sufficient time for me to complete my homework since tuition starts at 11.30am. So i can must will finish all the homework tomorrow. GOOD. And then.. I know it's stupid to say this but....  I kinda miss those maple days. Maplesea AND private servers. :( My brother asked me to download maple for him today and i wanted to play it so much (Why ah?) but i know i must not! Just now Terrance talked to me, because he saw my MSN personal message saying "In need of some hope & faith." And then he asked if i didn't like to open myself up to others. I knew the answer was yes. I always knew! So now i've realised that i've never liked talking about my problems. I've never expressed my feelings properly, and yes, since young! It's not that i don't like to, but i just think that i'm not comfortable enough to do that. I couldn't do those mushy mushy stuff like how people would for their parents during their birthdays or fathers'/mothers' day. I can't! I envy people who could talk to their parents about their problems, because i can't. WAIT WAIT WAIT. Before you think i'm emoing or whatever, i'm not okay! I think i know why i suffer from insomnia already! I'm always keeping things to myself, since young and then maybe at night is the best time to think about everything so instead of sleeping i think about things to much i can just go crazy. Actually i don't feel like talking about this bottling up feelings things anymore. I will continue some other time when i have the mood to k! Meanwhile i shall go read some random blogs and get to sleep ASAP. IF i don't suffer from insomnia tonight. God. I need to get some good sleep or else the fairy of dark circles/eyebags is going to visit me anytime anywhere. Goodnight! Luvyew. Labels: thursday 
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