Sunday, June 28, 2009
 I'm losing control of myself., 10:56 PMXianda: Haha i see. "Face your future and slowly approach it." I can't believe it, school's going to resume tomorrow. I'm not ready yet. I'm not motivated to study yet. What's wrong with me? Life sucks because your parents don't understand you. They don't give you a chance. I haven't done my homework during this holiday and i don't even know what homework are there! But i don't care because i know that even if i know what there were i still wouldn't do it :) This is the 1st step to failing O levels. Are you in the same level as me? :) Yesterday and today, i have been doing the thing i know i shouldn't do the most. I played maple. With my brother. Thankgod it's private server. At least, when i was playing, i didn't think about anything else. At those points of time, at least i felt happy. So it was worth it. I know i won't get hooked to it, so it doesn't really matter! I must start sleeping early and waking up early already. Sucks, doesn't it? :( I really really really really really really dread going back to school. I never hated school this much. What happened? I can't wait to get out of this school. I have been telling myself that this is a good school but now i don't feel it anymore! Why? Because there are sucky teachers. The nice teachers are gone and more are going to be gone school. I swear i must not come back next year so in order to do that i must freaking study hard. I know what i've just said is crap because i won't freaking hell study. SOMEONE, PLEASE MAKE ME STUDY!! I'M GOING TO DIE. WHAT CAN MAKE ME STUDY? WHAT?!!? Anyway. This shoud be all. I've kinda lost my mood these days. I need my happy go lucky personality back. Where did it go? Give it back to me. Breakfast with girls tomorrow. I hope everything about me will come back tomorrow. I don't want to look so gloomy. Please. Labels: sunday 
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